that feeling again.

havent been thinking properly for the last month or so. couldnt think of anything to post :/ life is unfair tho, that definetely is true. i still feel pissed when people talk about formal. eh lets seee... thinking of beef makes me want to vomit. today was also the first time since i decided to see my white friends again since like a month ago as well. i really miss you but i realised you stopped liking me and i have no reason to try anymore, i say another month minimum.