Sunday, April 20, 2014

sorta lost sorta confused

sometimes idekk

Like if it's me or..


:/:/
I feel like I'm on an emotional rollercoaster
And I think it may be me
but maybe it's not

maybe ..

I keep thinking maybe I'm overly sensitive
but I swear.. I'm just being me.

im sorta lost and

funny cos i still haven't diaried about the other day
i just keep losing the mood


I feel sorta bad cos I think it's my fault
But really I don't think it is.

sweet&sour/left&right#imsilly

I love that second bit,
especially since almonds and walnuts happen to be the nuts I always eat.
I think maybe you remember

You are so creative it's inspiring.

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Well I hope that you'll not one day but neverday have the feeling that you want to crack. I know things have been a little SWEET & SOUR lately. A little up and down. But mostly sweet. With a little CHILLI for fun cos we like it that way.

I mean we can always pick up the SCRAPS and make a HEART. We can get the LEFTOVERS and find our NAMES TOGETHER amongst it all. Cos when you think things are BROKEN maybe they're just a SCAB that is waiting to be peeled away for some fresh skin underneath.

Thank you for always finding a way and working to make things RIGHT even when they tend to go towards the LEFT.

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Now this is what I call lame
yours wasn't even lame haha

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Things never go to plan
Wouldn't life be boring if they did
Like when you thought of watching the stars or catching the sunrise but in the end you realise other things are just as good if not better. Like sleeping soundly, catching up on some sleep.
It's the feelings that count hey

AND TELL ME BOY IF EVERY TIME WE TOU-OU-OUCH YOU GET THIS KINDA RU-U-USH lemme hear you say yea-ea-eahh yea-ea-eah and lemme kiss you
bumbubmbubmbum bum bum. bumbumbbumbbum bum.
... baby just shout it out shout it out baby just shout it out yeah


OKAYAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY 11:30 time to get going

ps. <3
pps. ahahahahahahahahahahahaha being lame is funny

Saturday, April 19, 2014

The Nut

I'm gonna become an emotionless NUT. coz feeling and understanding people is too HARD. I hate hiding inside my SHELL coz everytime I do something you don't like I don't want to say anything coz I don't want to fight. I'm scared one day I might CRACK and do something I'll regret.

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You send me pictures of us, two pistachios by the wharf watching the big macadamia go down. you remind me why you're my wALLnut and I am your ALLmond. now a slightly damp almond but yours nonetheless. 

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goodnight.



extract from the "Daniel the Wallowing Nut"

Man vs Wild

the wild sandwich vs the man sandwich

Wednesday, April 16, 2014

1:30

I have 2 minutes to finish this post in order to authenticate the title. my left eye is so freaking itchy and I can't go to sleep. My neighbour has free wifi. it is absolutely the best I can fucking do shit any where I go. LOL sounds like I'm an animal shitting all over the place. one minute. god created the world in 7 days or some shit. FUCKK NOW MY
RIGHT EYE IS ITCHY. ok fuck blogging.