Sad for most of today. I honestly don't know why i do the stuff i do but i guess i deserve it. its been like heaps lonnnnnggg since i first liked you and through the three terms i've "known" you i've
i dont even know what to say.....
i've deleted your number so many times i cant even count and i've proabably contemplated giving up on you three times that amount. you're proabably as sick of "this" as i am but like you "there's is just this part of me that still WANTS to like you" but the "wiser part of me tells me im probably just going to get hurt again". as you know however i just have this thing for taking risk and sometimes the "journey" just isnt pleasant but all we can really do is try to make the most of it. i think its safe to say i've tried everything of my 16 years of knowledge to try to "piece you together" and during the time the window was actually open i messed everything up. and i still regret it everytime i think of you which unsuprisingly is quite a lot. i've probably invested too much in you already but me being me i'm gonna give you one last shot just coz i can feel that you still like me too? and if that doesn't work out i'll let the blood pumping son of a bitch take the beating and let time do its thing again.
what SOMEPEOPLE don't realise is you never lose anything for trying to get someone. if you dont try you will NEVER get her anyway minus the freaking awesome experiences that come complementary :P most people would know who im talking about already but this post is for you. Karen.
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