day 1
today felt good again :) despite the bad start everything went uphill after early morning basketball credit to KD and Zihi :P today had a wierd overall emotion tho, you know when you see a person who you're so use to having positive emotions with and when you see them and all you want to do is smile but then life happens and now when you see that person your heart still knows what you're suppose to feel but NOW your brain no longer lets feel the same thing? anyone ever feels this?
anyway christina and sandy asked me a really strange question today. which im about to reiterate to you. "why are you trying to fight the process if there is nothing you can do about it anyway?" in other words "why are you trying to get over a faggot when you know you won't be able to anyway?" and the answer is coz getting "hurt" feels like there is a tonne of explosive bricks on your chest which makes your heart ache everytime you breathe <- sounds so gay but its trueee T.T REALLY!!!
stop looking at me coz all i want to do is smile but i can't :'(
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