Random urge to blog

Hi I miss you, person that I haven't seen in almost a month. Do you remember what I look like.. Do you remember which of my hands has eczema.. Do you remember the smell of my hair? 

Zz if you don't then you will in two days

Biatches we be free

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I still miss you :(

Come to me

LOL i made such a big deal
like i had done some major corruption

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sigh ahaha

life of winnie

or maybe blogging about it just magnifies it

maybe i shouldnt have gone onto my computer haha

oh well.

I believe that feeling guilty is a bad feeling
that being upright and true to yourself is a good feeling
that living up to your own morals is important

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i believe that fridays are meant for winding down
that we all need breaks

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i believe that sometimes you need to take a step back
and take a look at what you are doing in your day to day life

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i believe that a good night's sleep is god's blessing

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i believe that good company followed by a good night's sleep is like a cat purring her way into a blissful slumber
utter bliss

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i believe that
i will never lie again to mum if possible

i went back to that because you just mentioned it again
it's bugging me
i should not be feeling so guilty

it's just that coverups are annoying
this is what they mean when they say dont lie because you just cover lie after lie after lie
i don't know why people lie
how do they get by themselves
it's so much easier to be honest

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i believe
that

i believe that


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i have no longer anything else

i believe in the world
i believe in the goodness of humanity

i believe in stars
and night skies
and holding your hand

i believe in kisses goodbye
and pecks at the pedestrian lights
and telling you i like you

lying is bad

confession:

today i told my mum i was going macquarie library after school

when i was really going city date with richard
because we hadnt seen for two weeks
because we needed some together time
because city is a good place
where i can be retarded

cos i like to be retarded

hey i realised sun sets earlier nowadays so even though we went home before dinner it was dark

/ shady

anyway so i thought no harm in telling mum im going library

because i dont want her to worry that im too busy going out etc.

and technically i wouldnt be going city at a time like this if it werent for the fact that i dont see my bf very often

but then we bought kennith shirts
and we wanna swap sizes
and she said she can swap it for me
but i cant cos the receipt says city
and i had to say that i wanted to go with her in case the shirt types are different
and i dont like to lie to my mum
because there was never the need to lie
and i hope she couldnt tell i was lying
because mums can tell
but it wasnt really such a big deal

but i feel bad anyway
because lying feels bad
and so this is my confession

mum i didnt want to lie to you
i just didnt want you to worry about me and think that im going out too much and not focused on school
i bought you orchids cos i love you
haha...

please forgive me for lying
i dont think it did any harm
i didnt feel bad until i had to cover it up with another lie..

and now i swear i will never lie again to my mum
unless absolutely necessary and justified

and hence

lying is bad

from now on winnie doesn't lie

i love you mum
i love you heaps

hotrod rodogs

just coz you can't get a tan now, it doesn't mean you can never get a tan. You can make yourself more pimp by getting plastic surgery, a haircut yknow. so work on yourself for now and get a tan when the time comes up.

sorta lost sorta confused

sometimes idekk

Like if it's me or..


:/:/
I feel like I'm on an emotional rollercoaster
And I think it may be me
but maybe it's not

maybe ..

I keep thinking maybe I'm overly sensitive
but I swear.. I'm just being me.

im sorta lost and

funny cos i still haven't diaried about the other day
i just keep losing the mood


I feel sorta bad cos I think it's my fault
But really I don't think it is.

sweet&sour/left&right#imsilly

I love that second bit,
especially since almonds and walnuts happen to be the nuts I always eat.
I think maybe you remember

You are so creative it's inspiring.

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Well I hope that you'll not one day but neverday have the feeling that you want to crack. I know things have been a little SWEET & SOUR lately. A little up and down. But mostly sweet. With a little CHILLI for fun cos we like it that way.

I mean we can always pick up the SCRAPS and make a HEART. We can get the LEFTOVERS and find our NAMES TOGETHER amongst it all. Cos when you think things are BROKEN maybe they're just a SCAB that is waiting to be peeled away for some fresh skin underneath.

Thank you for always finding a way and working to make things RIGHT even when they tend to go towards the LEFT.

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Now this is what I call lame
yours wasn't even lame haha

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Things never go to plan
Wouldn't life be boring if they did
Like when you thought of watching the stars or catching the sunrise but in the end you realise other things are just as good if not better. Like sleeping soundly, catching up on some sleep.
It's the feelings that count hey

AND TELL ME BOY IF EVERY TIME WE TOU-OU-OUCH YOU GET THIS KINDA RU-U-USH lemme hear you say yea-ea-eahh yea-ea-eah and lemme kiss you
bumbubmbubmbum bum bum. bumbumbbumbbum bum.
... baby just shout it out shout it out baby just shout it out yeah


OKAYAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY 11:30 time to get going

ps. <3
pps. ahahahahahahahahahahahaha being lame is funny