lying is bad

confession:

today i told my mum i was going macquarie library after school

when i was really going city date with richard
because we hadnt seen for two weeks
because we needed some together time
because city is a good place
where i can be retarded

cos i like to be retarded

hey i realised sun sets earlier nowadays so even though we went home before dinner it was dark

/ shady

anyway so i thought no harm in telling mum im going library

because i dont want her to worry that im too busy going out etc.

and technically i wouldnt be going city at a time like this if it werent for the fact that i dont see my bf very often

but then we bought kennith shirts
and we wanna swap sizes
and she said she can swap it for me
but i cant cos the receipt says city
and i had to say that i wanted to go with her in case the shirt types are different
and i dont like to lie to my mum
because there was never the need to lie
and i hope she couldnt tell i was lying
because mums can tell
but it wasnt really such a big deal

but i feel bad anyway
because lying feels bad
and so this is my confession

mum i didnt want to lie to you
i just didnt want you to worry about me and think that im going out too much and not focused on school
i bought you orchids cos i love you
haha...

please forgive me for lying
i dont think it did any harm
i didnt feel bad until i had to cover it up with another lie..

and now i swear i will never lie again to my mum
unless absolutely necessary and justified

and hence

lying is bad

from now on winnie doesn't lie

i love you mum
i love you heaps